A funny thing happened on the way to the bathroom...

Okay, so it wasn't on the way to the bathroom, but in it. Whatever, close enough for rock and roll.

Yesterday afternoon, just before it was time to go home from work, I headed to the bathroom. We've got 2 stalls in the bathroom at work - one regular, one handicap. Someone was in the regular one, so I went in the handicap one. The other person left. Did what I needed to do and then went to open the door. The handle spun around. No contact inside. Spin, spin, the door not unlatching. Spin, spin, starting to get cranky now. The last thing I wanted was to be locked in a bathroom stall so long that I missed the last express bus. Spin, spin. Almost 5 pm, everyone on our floor is pretty much gone by then. Spin, spin. Wiggle, bang, kick. Still nothing. Well, there was nothing for it but to get down on my belly and slide, push, pull myself under the stall door. There was a good 12" or 14" clearance, so it wasn't difficult, just slightly embarrassing even though there wasn't anyone there to witness it. At least our bathroom is decently clean and I just got a bit dusty.

So there you go. A little story for you to laugh at as you picture me on my belly, wiggling my way under a stall door. =D

(And in case you're wondering, the landlord fixed it right away. I still don't think I'll use it if I can avoid it though...)

Self improvement

As you may or may not know, I have been doing a fitness/nutrition program since September. I signed up for the TrymGym program at the U of C, and it's been great. I've learned so much about how to eat properly, what to look for, how/when to exercise and all that other good stuff. My main goal in the course was to increase my levels of physical activity, get more energy and lower my blood pressure. And of course lose a bit of weight! =D

Anyway, they're starting to do the final testing to see how far we've progressed in 3 months. I got my blood pressure taken yesterday. In September I was on average 155 over 90. Needless to say, higher than it should be. Yesterday I was an average of 140 over 86. Yea for me! It's still a bit high, but much better than it was. Blood pressure is one of those weird things. I can't FEEL the difference from September to now, but there is one.

In other progress, I've lost about 3.5kg (7.7 lbs). Not a lot, but boy are my pants baggy! I think I've been gaining lots of muscle mass. I also ran more laps (2 as opposed to a half) during our 12 minute walk and/or run test and it didn't take me nearly so long to recover my breath/heart rate as it did in the past. I could also do double the amount of push ups.

All in all, I'm pleased as punch with my progress. I'm also exceptionally proud that I have stuck with this and embraced the lifestyle changes that are necessary for me to be healthier. I've signed up for a yoga class and deep water workout (twice a week) for Jan to Apr to keep going with activity. One of the most important things that I've learned is how I exercise. I'm definitely not a go to the gym by myself kind of person. I like the social part of it. I also get extremely bored quickly, so classes are better for me than just buying a gym membership.

So YAY ME!!

The Best Commercial Ever!

Nathan found me this commercial years ago and I just recently thought about it again. I love it! I NEEEEEEED a house hippo!!

To give everyone a boost...

Hi all,

I've recently become addicted to this song, "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield. I first heard it on that Pantene commercial, and since then I can't stop listening to it. I find it very uplifting. Every time I'm having a bad day or I'm feeling a little down about my life, it always gives me a boost and reminds me that its my life and I can live it however the heck I want.

Then, I found the video for it on YouTube. It's so cute! I'm having a little trouble reconciling the end of it, so any thoughts and opinions would be appreciated!

Anyway, have a listen. I hope it encourages you as much as it does me.

Nova Scotian Thanksgiving

As most of you probably already know, Nathan and I headed east over the Thanksgiving long weekend to visit his newly relocated parents and sister. It was good to see them all again and nice to see where they're living now. It's very... different... from here, that is. Not that it's different in a bad way though! I can definitely see the appeal of the place, atmosphere, people, culture, etc., but I think you really need to be at a certain stage in life to do it. Semi-retirement - definitely. Prime working years - not so much. I found it quite hard to figure out what exactly people DO out there. But at the same time, I would love to do nothing out there.

That being said, I don't think I could move there. I'd missed the mountains, the prairies and the sunny winters WAY too much. I'm just not cut out for grey and cloudy. I can't handle it without getting extremely depressed. Nice place to visit though. I can recommend a good B&B if you want to go. =D

I've posted pictures from our trip on our Picasa site. And for your viewing entertainment, below is a video of dear little Belal. This was from our trip to Risser's Beach. We were goofing around and Belal suddenly realized that sand was fun to dig in. We all had a good laugh over this. By the time we left the beach it looked like a scene from the movie "Holes"! Enjoy!

I thought the first anniversary was supposed to be paper...

So as most of you know, Nathan and I like to be different. And as such we also end up having a lot of friends who like to be different. So I really shouldn't be surprised that Heather and Brad gave us the gift of seeing their daughter born on our anniversary. No silly paper thing for us! No, we get a baby! =D

Erin Bridget has a mop of curly dark hair. Her eyes are blue right now, but that could change I guess. I got to hold her when she was all of 20 minutes old. She's a beautiful baby. Just gorgeous. I couldn't be happier for Heather and Brad.

The labour was a bit of a whirlwind. I won't go into all the details, but I'm sure you'll all hear the story at some point from someone. I'll admit though, when I got home I was exhausted and still somewhat twitchy from all the adrenaline. And I didn't do hardly any work at all, comparatively speaking! I had a glass of port and went to bed and promptly did not sleep hardly at all. I still went to work today, but I slept in and came in late. I still feel a bit twitchy today, but that's probably because my mind is not here at my desk. It seems strange to me that the world should not stop what it's doing and acknowledge the fact that this amazing thing happened yesterday. I guess that will wear off with time, but right now it seems absolutely incredible that my friends have made this perfect little person and she will be in all our lives from now on. It seems much too momentous to me and far more important than work.

And as I'm sure some of you are wondering, after having witnessed Heather's labour and Erin's birth, I haven't been thrown one way or the other on the topic of having kids. I don't want one RIGHT NOW, but I'm not vehemently against it either. I have to say that watching Heather go through it and come out the other side her normal self (within minutes really) is reassuring. Just listening to her descriptions I'm pretty sure I could do pregnancy and labour without wimping out, but I have to say it's the mess that gets me. I'm such a neat and tidy person, I can't imagine making that much of a mess and not cleaning it up myself. I mean it would be MY mess! It's probably silly and I'm sure it's the last thing on any woman's mind after they've given birth, but it makes me anxious. I guess I'll have to attempt to be as tidy as possible whenever that time happens to come. =D If that's at all possible....

Anyway, Happy Birthday Erin! Auntie Sheila will see you on Saturday.

And We're Done.... Mostly

So last weekend we finally finished the last of the hardscaping in the backyard. Mostly. We've still got gates to do and some final cutting of wall stones to fit in the places where a whole stone doesn't fit. But other than that, it's done! Go to our Picasa site to see the latest photos.

Looking at it now, I think we were crazy. I can't believe how much work that all was! I'm glad we did it though. I'm really happy with it. Of course, now Nathan says it looks like we're rich so we might have to get a security system. Let's see.... On either side of us, grass and gravel. Further out, weeds, weeds, weeds, garage, weeds. Hmmm.... Maybe a security system would be a good idea.

And just for fun, here's our baby bunny. He's been kind of scarce lately, but we've seen that all the piles of sand have been inspected, so maybe he's forgiven us the upheaval.

I've Come All Undone and Been Glued Back Together Again

A tale of emotional strife? No! This is the story of a young woman's battle with a horrific, knife-wielding onion and the sacrifice her left thumb made that she would live to fight again.

Otherwise known as Sheila is a klutz and cut a third of the way through the tip of her thumb.

I was cutting up onion for broccoli salad last night and didn't move my thumb out of the way fast enough and the wonderfully sharp knife cut horizontally across the tip of my thumb. Much swearing and running my finger under water ensued. I could feel it moving under the water stream and it was bleeding a lot and I was starting to wonder if I'd done myself serious harm this time, when Nathan came home. He decided that it was best to go to a clinic to see if I needed stitches or not.

So off we went, the beginning of broccoli salad shoved in the fridge, me pressing a kitchen towel to my thumb. By the time we got to the clinic, the bleeding had pretty much stopped, so that was good. We checked in, went to Safeway for some panini sandwiches and then back to the clinic for my turn.

I didn't end up needed stitches. It had already started to close with all the pressure I had been keeping on it, so the doctor just put that medical crazy glue on it to glue it shut. Then, just to add insult to injury, I had to get a tetanus shot. In the left arm of course. So today, my thumb hurts and I can't put pressure on it and my arm is all achy from the shot.

It sucks and I'm cranky and don't want to be at work doing computer stuff. I can be such a klutz sometimes. Oh well. I'll survive. The tricky part will be getting my nail to grow out fast, so it doesn't snag on everything....

PS Attempting to finish the broccoli salad tonight. Wish me luck!

Because I'm a big geek....

So this week at work I've been a big geek. BIIIIIIG GEEK! For those who don't know, right now I'm working on the expansion to Chinook Centre (yes, they're expanding again, taking out the Shell station). One of the typical things that we have to have on our mechanical drawings is a detail for the water meter room. This is where the city services enter the building, where the water meter is and all other manner of things. Traditionally, this has been a (boring) schematic drawing that just gets tweaked with each job.

For fun, the project manager and I thought we'd try and do a 3D piping layout for the water meter room, in addition to the plain jane schematic. Well! It wasn't overly hard and it looks fantastic, if I do say so myself! I was so disproportionately happy with it that it was kind of weird. I had to show it off to all my co-workers and now I have to blog about it. I can't help it though! It is so satisfying. I think I have finally come to realize that I'm a big AutoCAD geek and it pleases me to no end when I can do things like this.

Anyway, here it is. And yes, those walls are transparent! Aren't I great? I've got a print out at home, complete with notes, if anyone wants to see it..... =D

More Folk Fest and Yard Work

Okay, so I'm a bit late to report on the rest of the Folk Fest. But better late than never!

It was freaking awesome. That's pretty much all there is to say. I heard a lot of groups that I either bought cds for or their cds are on my birthday list. Great Big Sea was fantastic on Saturday night. They are just the best group to see live. So much fun. It was a tad too hot though, and I ended up with heat rash and heat exhaustion after Saturday. I was still feeling crappy on Sunday, so we didn't end up going at all that day but it was still a wonderful way to spend a weekend.

Nathan performing in a workshop session on Saturday. And I mean the band Nathan, not my husband Nathan. =D

Ahhh.... Good times, good times. That's kettle corn that Nathan's eating. It was a great weekend, even more so because we both got a break from yard work. The yard is such a huge undertaking that we were both feeling a little discouraged and overwhelmed by it..... Okay, it was mostly me feeling discouraged and overwhelmed (not to mention cranky!). But we've made quite a bit of progress since then and I feel better about it. The end is in sight. We should be able to finish the hardscaping before the fall gets too advanced. The problem with home improvement projects in summer, is that there's always something else going on, somewhere else to be, something else to do. Ah well, we'll get 'er done eventually. Go to our Picasa site to see the updated photos.

Folk Fest - Day One

Nathan and I were lucky enough to get 4 day passes to the Folk Fest this year from his Uncle Les (he works for the festival). I've only ever been to one evening before this and I really enjoyed that. So needless to say I was looking forward to having 4 glorious days of folky-ness. This is first summery thing that Nathan and I have done this year. All the rest of our time has been filled with yard work and other such craziness. So even though we have 6 untouched pallets of wall stones sitting in our parking pad, I am revelling in the bliss that is doing nothing important for 4 days. Sigh....

The first thing that I will say about last night was the atmosphere. I don't know what it is, but as soon as Nathan and I had bought our little Folk Fest chairs (worth every penny, BTW) and set them up in the field in front of the mainstage, I felt infinitely more relaxed. There's certainly something about sitting in a field, in the late afternoon sunshine, with a bunch of easy-going people, listening to great tunes. It was wonderful. Soooooo relaxing.

The acts were good. I didn't really hear anything that I didn't like. First up was Lubo Alexandrov and Kaba Horo. They're kind of a Bulgarian, gypsy type band that lives in Quebec. Very cool and fun. I like gypsy music. =D Next up was The Sadies. Despite their awful 70s suits and hair, they were fantastic. Some of their stuff sounded familiar, so I wonder if I've heard it before and just not known who it was. I think I might have to get one of their cds. Next was City and Colour. I have never heard of these people, but apparently they're quite popular. The lead singer has another band, but the music styles are quite different according to Nathan. They were great. Such pure vocals and melodies. There was also just the 3 of them which was neat to see too. Nathan bought me one of their cds. And last, but not least, Rufus Wainwright. I laughed when he pranced on stage in his cute little leiderhosen! So incredibly gay, and he just doesn't give a shit. I love his voice and he's an amazing musician. I have to say though that I'm kind of split on his stuff. Some I really like and others I really don't. His band's pretty cool though too. But he was a good entertainer and he played Hallelujah for his encore.

All in all it was a great night. So relaxing and groovy and just the most perfect way to spend a sunny Thursday evening. And I get 3 more days of it!

Strange days

It's very weird to not have Rowena, Geoff and Gillian around. I keep forgetting that they don't live here anymore. They left Sunday for the mad dash across Canada to their new house in Canning, Nova Scotia. I swear they've just gone on a holiday and will be back in a couple of weeks. I think it will definitely take me (and everyone else, I'm sure) some time to get used to the fact that they're not coming back and that I won't see them on a regular basis. Very weird.

I've been working on scheduling a "girl's night" with my 2 close friends that I've known since I was 12. Nathan said to me "Have fun going out with the old married ladies!". It took me a while to figure out who he was talking about!! But I suppose it's true, since we're all married now. Thought I think I would argue the "old" part. =D L&A just got back from their honeymoon and H&B are just 7 weeks away from the birth of their first child. Sometimes that kind of wigs me out, but most times I'm excited. I have been known to prance about the house, chanting "I'm going to be an auntie, I'm going to be an auntie!" Nathan reminds me that I already am an auntie (his nephew Caspian). It's funny. Even though I am actually legally related to Caspian, I think I will consider H&B's baby more of a niece or nephew than I do him. Funny how things like that work.

Another odd thing is that all of a sudden I have a couple drafting/design to do for people on the side. Very weird, since both the jobs came up less than a week apart. I wonder why it happened now? Maybe there isn't any reason, but sometimes coincidences are indicators of something more (read the Celestine Prophecy, you'll know what I'm getting at). Really, right now I should be drafting house plans, but I have a hard time forcing myself to do extra drafting at work. I did some at home last night and I was rocking. Today at lunch I was dragging and finally gave up. I think it's the atmosphere....

And on top of it all is the ever present yard work. We're making progress though! That makes me happy. We are planning to stun my dad with how much we got done while he and Mom were on holidays. More pictures to come, I promise!

Anyway, those are my musings for this Thursday lunch hour.

Bad Day

So today is starting out with a bang. The bang is me hitting my head repeatedly on my desk. Since not many people I know are familiar with AutoCAD, I will just say this:

ARCHITECTS ARE STUPID!!!! I'm not spending HOURS fixing their drawings. Do it yourself!! Especially since we've already discussed the right way to do it and now they've gone back to the old, wrong, horrible, ugly way. And these drawings are going out on Monday.

I was close to being very aggressive with my monitor this morning. Now I get to go to site, which is okay, because it's a completely different job. Except part of my lunch hour will be taken by a meeting. A completely unnecessary, useless, stupid meeting that I have to go to.

I'm going to work out like crazy at the gym tonight. Maybe it will get rid of the cranky ache in my belly. I think I might let my uncoordinated self try the elliptical runner.... In the meantime, I will try to keep my snarky tongue in my head and not direct my crankiness at the other people in my office.

My First EVER!

Today I received my first ever bit of corporate swag. Not everyone in the office got one, there were only a couple, addressed to specific people and I was one. It was labeled PERSONAL & CONFIDENTIAL.

Unfortunately, it was cheesy Stampede bandana from Sizeland Evans (interior designer). But it's the thought that counts! I was so proud. Corporate swag addressed to me, because they like me. Yea me!

Cheesy, but fun! I wonder what I'll get for Christmas....

More yard work

As requested, I have posted some pictures of the yard in progress on our Picasa site.

I must admit, I'm getting a bit frustrated and a bit overwhelmed by the whole process. But if I just think about how far we've gotten already, it makes it a little better. I will be so glad when this part is over and I can think about things like plants. Hard landscaping is just that - HARD! I'm pretty sure they meant the physical and mental effort that it takes - nothing to do with the materials at all!

Anyway, little by little it's getting done. My goal is to have the walls and the patio stones done by the end of July. Then we've still got a month of summer left to relax and enjoy all our hard work!

Yard work

So our yard looks a bit like a war zone at the moment. We're working on it, but the rain and other obligations are cutting into my carefully crafted schedule. We are supposed to be done levelling by Saturday. We still have to dig up the gravel where the trees will be and then refill that and the weeping tile trench with soil. And then we have to level. Yup, that's right, we haven't started. So I have mentally modified the schedule. So long as we're ready to lay paving stones when Nathan's parents come and stay with us, I'll be happy. Rowena loves to lay pavers, so she's offered to do some while they're here. My ultimate goal is to have all the hardscaping done by the end of July. Then in August we can relax and enjoy the summer!

In other house related news, I finally hemmed the downstairs curtains this past Sunday. It only took me two years.... I've also bought a programmable thermostat that I'm going to replace the standard one with. This will be my first foray into anything electrical. Wish me luck! Don't worry, I'll turn off the breaker. I have no illusions about my clutziness.

Farmor

I will remember many things about Farmor. I will remember her laugh, which, when I was little, I thought was the most joyous sound in the world. I will remember her smile and her teasing my dad, her baby boy. I will remember her singing, by far the best singer of all her children. I will remember my dad, curled up on our couch with his head in his mom's lap as she knitted. I will remember her asking for us to bring her Canadian Club when we would go to Denmark.

There are so many wonderful things about Farmor that I could even begin to tell them all to you. I admire her greatly. I always think to myself "That's how I want to be when I get old". She lived on her own, in her own little apartment right up until she passed away. She was supposed to be moved to a long term care facility today, but I guess she had decided that that wasn't for her. She had strokes, broken bones, lost her eyesight and still she just kept on trucking. She altered her activities to deal with her new limitations, but she never stopped living and she hardly ever complained.

Now she's gone and I am entirely without grandparents. It's a sad feeling. Even though I didn't know them all that well, it's still a hard thing to deal with. But I have to remember that all of my grandparents had very full lives and they were all ready to pass on.

I will remember them fondly and with laughter, as that's really all I can do.

People are weird

So the strangest thing happened on Sunday night. Mom and Dad were over for supper and cards and we were a hand or two into our game of canasta, when all of a sudden Dad says "What's that guy doing?".

There was some random guy standing on our lawn, examining our tree (which is completely covered in lovely pink flowers). Then he reached up and took the tag off the branch, which I had specifically left on, because I knew I wouldn't remember what kind of tree it was. Then he walked away, our tree tag in hand.

Dad was all for jumping out the door and calling him on it, but I wasn't overly offended, just perplexed. Our curtains were wide open and I'm sure he could see us all sitting there and he still proceeded to steal our tree tag.

Speculations abound. Did he like the tree so much he wanted one and so, needed to know what kind it was? Does he have one and have no idea what it is? Was he just trolling the neighbourhood for tree tags? There are lots of our kind of tree on our street, but I guess we were the only ones to leave the tag on. You'd think that alone would have given him cause to pause before stealing our tag. If we're the only ones with the tag on the tree, surely it must be there for a reason.

People are very strange. Anyway, I remember the kind of tree: Makamik flowering Crabapple.

France

Well, here's my promised post about France. Only a week or so late...

The trip was sensational. This is what I say whenever anyone asks me. It was sensational. Not good, not great, SENSATIONAL! I mean we had our rainy days and day where my stomach rebelled, and near the end I was getting a bit tired of living out of a suitcase and doing my laundry in a bathroom, but for the most part (the part that counts, anyway) it was a perfect trip.

I have to admit I was especially enthralled by all the architecture in France. It's quite overwhelming. Everywhere you look there are fantastic old buildings, all with their own unique personalities and quirks. Churches galore, mostly similar if you don't look hard, but they are vastly different if you take the time to walk, stand and admire. I did a lot of this. We'd be walking somewhere and I would just stop and stare for a while. I was on sensory overload for the first few days!

My particular favourites from the trip were Mont Saint Michel, Normandy, Nogent-sur-Seine and Parc Asterix.

Mont Saint Michel was the most organic structure I have ever seen. It was incredibly moving and peaceful. I could have quite happily spent days there and I probably still wouldn't have seen it all. I'm glad they're working on a project to eliminate the causeway and parking lots that are blocking the bay from encircling the mont at high tide. They will have parking on the mainland, and a bridge for tour buses and foot traffic across the bay.

I really enjoyed Normandy as well (Mont Saint Michel is on the border between Normandy and Brittany). I especially liked our tour of Juno beach. We went with a tour company called Battlebus that does tours in minibuses (like a minivan but boxier). They specialize in English-speaking tours and our guide was a Brit. He had a marvelous little flip book with pictures of the towns and of different soldiers that he would show us when he was telling a particular story. The tour was really well done, I highly recommend it. I always find history much more engaging when there's a personal aspect to it and this tour certainly had that.

Nogent was a pretty, sleepy little town with a contrasting nuclear power plant. I think that for a vacation it's much better to be more often out of Paris than not. Paris is such a huge city that moves very fast (except from 12-2pm), that I could definitely feel myself gearing down when we were outside of it. Don't get me wrong, Paris was great and full of things to see and do, but I really enjoyed our time in little towns.


And then... oh and then! Parc Asterix! I could wax poetic about this goofy amusement park for hours! It was like living in a cartoon. Goofy soundtrack, goofy actors, goofy buildings and puns and jokes everywhere! It was completely awesome. If you plan on going to France, read one Asterix book before you leave and then go to this park. It's really great. I was grinning like an idiot and giggling for pretty much a whole day. The perfect thing to do on our last day in France.

So those are some highlights for all of you. Whenever you happen to see Nathan and I, we'll be sure to show you the full range of photos and tell you all the stories.

And Nathan's right about the La Vie En Rose music box. It may be cheesy and totally aimed at the tourists, but whenever I hear it played I can transport myself back to Paris, walking by the Seine, hand in hand with my love.

New Look

Hi all,

Nathan and I have just gotten back from France, and somehow this led to me deciding that the blog needed a new title and look. As you all know my poor SBV ipod died recently, so I thought a change was in order. Stay tuned for a France post and some pics. Now it's off to get a pedicure!

I figured it out!

I think I've figured out the secret as to why the French people are not plagued with obesity like the North American populace.

It's the stairs.

Stairs up and down and up and down to get to the metro, stairs in the churches, stairs in the hotels and apartement buildings, stairs in the double decker trains and buses. Stairs everywhere! And not only do they all take the stairs, if there happens to be an escalator, they walk up those too. Or run.

My right knee is protesting a bit at all the stairs, but I think it's getting used to it. At least that's what I tell myself. It also helps that I get rewarded with panoramic views of Paris from Notre Dame or Monmarte, or creepy views of ossuaries in the catacombs of Paris. I think the stairs are worth it. I also think my butt is getting skinnier....

Bonjour all!

Hello to everyone from Paris!

After a very long flight we arrived in Paris tired and hot and sweaty. We didn't have any problems navigating Pearson or CDG, but we were a little confused about which trains we needed to take to get to our hotel. We were so hot and tired, that our brains were totally NOT working, so it was a little difficult to navigate in French. We got on one wrong train, and ended up walking up and down so many flights of stairs in the subway that we were even more tired and hot. At this point, I was thinking that this might have been a mistake. I was so cranky and confused and overtired and over heated, that all I wanted was to be back in Calgary. But we finally made it to the hotel, which is great. Our room wasn't quite ready, but they fixed it up quick for us. We had showers and then naps and then we went to have dinner on the patio of a nice French restaurant. That's when I started to enjoy myself. Nathan had duck confit and I had cheesy mashed potatoes with a sausage. Yummy!

Yesterday was Notre Dame, Sainte Chappelle, the crypt under Notre Dame and the Medieval Museum. Lots of walking and lots to see. Today we're off to walk up the towers of Notre Dame and then to the catacombes.

This place really does have a certain Je ne sais quoi!

T-minus 75 hours and counting....

Do you think I'm excited? No, of course not...

I can't wait to get on that plane and go. It's going to be such a nice trip. The weather in Paris the past week has been holding steady at about 23-26C, either partly cloudy or full sun. This is going to be so awesome! I also phoned my first French person on Saturday. One of the hotels that we wanted to stay in doesn't have email, so we had faxed a request to them. By the end of last week we hadn't heard back, so Nathan convinced me that we had to call them. I wrote out what I wanted to say (in French, of course) and then I dialed. A man picked up the phone and said 'Allo?'. Not 'Allo, Hotel de la Gare'. So I had no idea if I had the right phone number and of course asking that question was not part of my script. So I said 'Bonjour...ummm....'. And then he said 'I speak English, madame'. Apparently I was quite obviously not French. Oh well, at least I was prepared to make an effort. =D

Now all I have to do is attempt to accomplish things at work in the next three days. Not that I have a lot to do, but I can't just sit here and stare at the clock. Well, maybe for a couple of hours every day I could do that...

I have shoots!!!

I am so incredibly happy with myself! I have grown plants! Of course, they're bulbs that I just put in the ground and now, lo and behold, I have little shoots coming up! Look, look!


The green ones are crocuses and the purple are tulips. Of course, there are a whole bunch that aren't poking they're heads through right now. These are just the early risers I guess! More pictures to come as my little babies get bigger!

I'm cured!

I think the last 4 days have cured me of wanting a pet. Thank goodness! I was getting perilously close to being desperate for something furry and cuddly to cuddle. Not that there's anything wrong with Belal and Turtle, but the days of house/pet sitting has reminded me how much work a pet is and how much it restricts your life. All in all, it was a pretty uneventful 4 days. There were only a couple of wigging out episodes. =D I won't go into all the details of my irrational irritation with the pets. In any case, I'm extremely glad to go home to my own little house and my own bed and my own stuff. And my slippers. I miss my slippers.

I can't wait for the 3 day weekend! Lucky Nathan gets 4, since he never works Mondays anyway. At least we'll have 3 days to putter around together and relax in a pet free, fur free, slobber free, soft cat food free house. Ick.

Sleep deprivation

Oh, to be able to sleep soundly. I have been having a hell of a week trying to get enough sleep. Maybe 2 of the last 5 nights have been good nights' sleeps. Yesterday was bad. I was so sleepy and exhausted (mentally that is), that I actually was snappy at Nathan. Now I'm sure some of you think, so what? Well, we're NEVER snappy at each other. It was only once and it was such a little thing to snap about, but I felt completely horrible the instant I did it. He said it was fine and actually kind of funny, but I still felt bad.

The last 2 weeks have been all over the map for me. My grandmother passing away, my mom leaving to go to Denmark, Nathan's parents almost 100% convinced they're moving to Nova Scotia, the truck not working, working, not working, deadlines at work creeping closer, contemplating changing jobs, the pool at the U having some sort of mechanical problem so no DWW class, etc., etc. I'm hanging on to my sanity and my temper by a thread here people! I resort to using my earphones at work, all day, every day, so I won't completely wig out on certainly guys at work.

I want it to be the 26th of April!! I want to go to France and relax for 3 weeks. At the moment, I'll admit I'm kind of in avoidance mode. I want to go away and forget about all of this, deal with it later. I know some of it will be resolved before we go, but at the moment, I feel like turtling.

And I need to buy some new capris. And socks.

To find the words

For more than a week now I have been trying to find the words to say goodbye to my grandmother. This has been much harder for me this time around, probably due to worry. I worry about my aunt, who has lost both her parents, her uncle and her husband in the space of about 9 months. I worry about my mom, who is in Denmark right now, dealing with the huge task of cleaning out her mom's little room at the nursing home and sorting all the stuff that was packed away after Morfar died last summer.

I'm sad Mormor is gone, but at the same time, I'm glad it was a peaceful passing and now she can be with Morfar. After living so long with one person (more that 65 years), it must have been extremely hard for her to be without him. But now they are together again, and I can almost feel them out there somewhere watching over all of us.

Goodbye.

Rest In Peace

It is with heavy heart that I must announce the passing of my dear friend, Strawberry Blue Viking. (For those of you that don't remember, SBV is my ipod)

SBV passed away suddenly on Wednesday night. He was an innocent, caught in the crossfire of a floor and a badminton net pole. For clarity: I hung my coat with SBV in the pocket on a badminton net pole at the university. Said pole promptly fell over with a crash to the floor.

I did not discover this tragedy until this morning, when I whipped out my trusty friend on the bus and discovered one of the headphones was cracked. Disappointing, but replaceable. Then I looked at the screen. A mess of broken digital inkiness. Sigh... So I had to listen to the lady with the bubbly belly laugh all the way downtown.

Time to shop for a new friend I guess... and quick. I can't stand that lady's laugh.

Tah Dah!

I just found this cool template online! Isn't it perfect? Ever so cute and just in time for spring. Do any of you html savvy people know how to center the blog in the window?

I got the Family Tree Maker software yesterday and had a lot of fun playing with it. It's very good and extremely easy to use. I'm excited about this project. I can't wait to have everything organized and clear (to me anyway!). If you're thinking of doing a family tree, I can recommend this program, even after just one day of usage. Very cool.

But now it might be time for a bed and a book. I had a headache for most of the day (related to the icky perfumey body wash I bought I think), and then I went and swam laps and then I shoveled the walk while Nathan cooked dinner. I am completely exhausted! But in a good way...

Places to go...

Nathan keeps giving me such good blog ideas! After looking at his list of things that he wants to do/see before he dies, I started thinking about my own list. Mine consists mostly of places to go, not surprisingly. I think I must have wanderlust. Anyway, here is the start of my list.

Ride the Trans Siberian Railway. I want to do this so bad! All the way from Moscow to Vladivostok. I don't know what season I want to do it in, but the whole thing sounds so adventurous and romantic.

Go North. In a similar vein, I would like to travel up to northern Canada. The Yukon, the Northwest Territories, Nunavut. Mostly, I think I want to see the landscape and the wildlife. Especially the musk ox. They're so cute and shaggy!

Walking tour of Spain. This actually fits quite nicely with Nathan's desire to go on a pilgrimage, and we didn't even plan it that way! I have a Lonely Planet book that is exclusively walking tours and they all look absolutely amazing. Now to pick one...

Australia. I want to go back just as a tourist. I want to go back to Adelaide and Uluru and then I want to go down the west coast. I know that the Great Barrier Reef is on the east coast, but the west is so wild and untamed and unpopulated that I think I would like it better. The natural land formations are amazing.

Fiji. I only stopped there for an hour on my way to Australia, but I've been in love with it ever since. The sunrise was beautiful, the airport was so quaint, and it just had an atmosphere that seeped into my soul. Must go there during the day next time.

Go on an African Safari. I don't care where. So long as there's hippos, I'll be happy. Lots and lots and LOTS of hippos. And yes, I know they won't let me cuddle them.

Develop our family tree. My uncle in Denmark has traced a branch of our family to way back in the middle ages (15th or 16th century, I can't remember) and I would like to expand on what he's done. Also, I'd like to do it was software program so we don't have to worry about losing a page or something. Inspired by these ideas, I bought a program on Amazon yesterday. It's even got website publishing software on it, to publish your findings. I'll keep you posted!

Become a gardener. I will make no aspirations to becoming a GOOD gardener, but I want to be one. I like to play in the dirt and watch things grow. Still hoping this will be my hobby.

Have a dog. I want one of my own. I want to do agility with it and cuddle it and love it. Must restrain myself....

And the big one...

Have a low stress, enjoyable, flexible, well paying job. 'Nuff said.

Well, that's my list so far. Like I said, mostly places to go, but I think it's all attainable eventually. I'd like to tick off the low stress job sooner rather than later, but that requires a certain effort by myself that I'm not quite willing to do yet. For the moment I can cope and my job has 2 of the 4 characteristics: well paying and enjoyable. Of course, the high stress has a negative impact on the enjoyability....

The world awaits. Travel safe!

Snore....

Is it 4:30 yet? I'm really sure it's time to go home now. Besides, all day yesterday I was convinced it was Friday, so that makes today Saturday and I'm working overtime, right? Sigh... I know, it doesn't really work that way. I can hope though...

Joy of joys, I'm going to do my taxes this weekend. I think I will make time for an afternoon nap on Saturday. Mmmmm, nap.

I guess I should at least LOOK like I'm working. The Blogger website just doesn't look like work, no matter how hard I try. Only and hour and a half left...

Happiness... It's all in your point of view

I was reflecting today on the bus why I can go from happy, content and satisfied to unhappy, stressed out and discontented within the space of a few days. (insert joke about female mood swings here).

For myself, I think it happens to be what I'm focusing on. Last week it was work, this week it's the murder mystery party we're hosting on Saturday. I don't think I really have less work now than I did then, but I have something else to think about that I consider more important. Yes, I consider a murder mystery party with my friends more important than work.

Also, I can work myself into a dreadful funk and basically convince myself that my life sucks. But then if I step back and look, it really doesn't. I have a nice job, a wonderful husband, a cozy house, caring friends, an upcoming trip to France, etc. My life doesn't suck. So why then are there some days when I think it does?

PERSPECTIVE!!!!!!

I think someone could spend their entire life focusing on negative things and completely miss out on everything wonderful and good. That makes me sad, and at the same time motivates me to keep all those good things in the front of my brain.

So my challenge for everyone out there: Post a comment and list a couple of things that make your life wonderful and that make you happy. Keep these in your head for the rest of the week and I think I can almost guarantee a reduction in stress!

Thanks to everyone for being wonderful things in my life.

Post Blues

Okay. I think I have sufficiently recovered from my bout of the blues. I did not have to work this weekend, so that improved my mood just on its own. This is how my Saturday went: Up at 9:30am. Had breakfast and read my book. Showered at 11am. Played a computer game. Lunch at 1pm and read my book. Baked cookies at 4pm. Made pizza for dinner at 5pm. Had pizza and beer and watched the hockey game with my boy. Went to bed. So, after much relaxing I think I have gotten over the blues...mostly. I'm still slightly stressed about my deadlines at work, but I have roped someone else into helping me out, so that should alleviate the pressure a bit. Also, I'm looking forward to a delicious long weekend when I get to spend 3 whole days with my hubby. Yea for Family Day!

The Blues

Reading Nathan's post this morning put me in mind of the blues. Unfortunately for me, this consists of me feeling down and out. The lack of sun here in Calgary is really starting to get to me. The deadlines at work piling up are really starting to get to me. The looming need to work overtime on Saturday is really starting to get to me. The lack of nice warm tops for work is really starting to get to me. The lack of sleep is really starting to get to me.

All in all, the world is getting me down. I feel incredibly weighted this morning, like there's somebody pushing down on me from above, trying to drive me into the ground.

To attempt to cheer myself up, or at least recharge, I will work extra hard today so (hopefully) I won't have to work on Saturday. I will go to the university after work and either swim laps or go to the gym before home time. Then, if I don't have to work on Saturday I might just say 'screw the chiropractor', sleep in and spend the day doing nothing. Like reading my book. Or watching some episodes of Frasier. I will take great joy in the nothingness of one whole Saturday. Maybe I'll bake some cookies and eat some dough as I do it. In short, I need some me time. I am completely sick of the world right now and it's efforts to drive me under. I will resist as best I can, armed with a good book, a fluffy duvet, flannel pyjamas and lots of napping.

Is It Just Me...?

As I have caught yet another cold and I sit at my computer, struggling to make my eyes focus on the monitor, a thought occurred to me. Am I alone in my strangeness when I'm sick? And yes I know I'm generally strange anyway, but this strangeness is related to my eyes. When I get sick, my pupils become extremely dialated. And fixed. Light levels don't really affect them. The sicker I get the bigger they get. And we're talking huge here people. Over Christmas when I was sick there were times when I only had a couple millimeters of iris showing. Nathan says I look freaky when that happens. And of course, it makes it almost impossible to focus on anything and makes me a little trippy. Does anyone else out there experience this or is it just me?

The Joy of Water

I was contemplating the joy of water this morning on the bus. I'm a big water drinker when I'm at work (not so much at home). It's not uncommon for me to drink a litre and a half or two litres a day. It makes me feel so much better and more awake. Also, last night was my first Deep Water Workout class at the U of C. It was really good, really hard, and I was completely exhausted afterwards, but in a good way. I already feel skinnier and fitter. Funny how that works. After the class, I took off the belt and just floated for a while. There is nothing that makes me feel more relaxed and at peace than floating in a pool of water. It's simply divine. Sound is muffled, your body is weightless and it's just wonderful. I think I will be spending a lot of time in the pool over the next couple of months. Deadlines are piling up for me and I think I will be seeing a lot of OT in the near future. At least I've got the pool.

Witty and Insightful, I'm not

Hmm, we'll after reading the posts of my sister and sister-in-law, I'm afraid I'm quite lacking in the witty and insightful posts. On the other hand, I'm well on my way to the "conversational" style of blogging that Vanessa mentioned.

Nathan and I saw Casino Royale last night. What a good Bond movie! I liked it a lot. The opening chase scene across a construction site was particularly thrilling for me! Of course, I just about wiggled out of the seat because of all the heights. I just can't handle heights, even in a movie. My stomach was plunging up and down as Bond went up and down. I'm surprised I can even get on the skip at Livingston. Bare metal cage on the outside of a building, lurching up and down... shudder... Perhaps that's why I've been taking the stairs lately...

In other news, I went to the chiropractor for the first time in 7 years on Saturday. That was a bit painful. Not too bad, but by mid afternoon I was thoroughly sore. I've been having trouble with my tailbone lately, so I thought maybe it was time to go back.

Another thing that has been occupying my thoughts lately is children. I seem to know so many people who are pregnant, there are tons of people on my bus who are pregnant, and for some reason, the other night I was dreaming about Caspian (Nathan's nephew). Apparently I said his name in my sleep the other night... Don't worry though! No baby plans for Sheila yet! I've got places to go and yards to landscape! =D

I can't wait for spring to see my bulbs that I planted last fall. I acutally bought a potted hyacinth at Safeway, so I could smell it and enjoy the colours. Spring is coming! We're closer than we were yesterday!

Just a quick comment...

Today the temperature has finally dropped and winter has returned/arrived to Calgary. So now here's the question: Why is it that so many people refuse to dress for the weather? Strangely, almost all the people in their teens and twenties are embracing the cold weather wardrobe, and all the downtown, executive types are wearing thin leather jackets, no scarf, no touque and only gloves about 70% of the time. AND, then they walk around with their (sometimes gloved) hands over their ears! This is what I don't get. All these people are supposed to be smart and accomplished and secure in their self image, but they refuse to have hat hair!?! This is Calgary people! Everyone knows what touque hair is! Live with it! I've almost decided to quite styling my hair in the morning, since it looks nothing like what I started out with by the time I get to work.

Anyway, that's my little rant for the morning. Buy touques people! Be warm AND stylish, if you have to. Myself, I just go for warm. =D

Calling all Opinions!

I am searching for opinions everyone! Not about just anything though...

The bookstore is looking to purchase/upgrade the publishing program that it currently uses to make the newsletter. As I have volunteered to take over the making of said newsletter, I was wondering what opinions people had about desktop publishing programs. The current one is Microsoft Publisher (not sure which version). David wanted to know if I wanted something else or just the newest Publisher. Any ideas anyone? This is kind of critical, since a new newsletter is supposed to be out well before Teachers Convention and if I have to make new templates, it could take me a while. Let me know if you have any thoughts, or if you know of any dirt (good or bad) about any of the publishing programs out there.

Back to the Grind

Well, I guess it's all back to normal now. No more Christmas frenzy, no more holiday days, no more staying up late and sleeping till noon. Sigh... For some reason I find this incredibly sad this year. I'm guessing it's because I kind of "missed" Christmas due to my cold. I was just starting to get better and then the whole thing was over. Kind of disappointing. Oh well. There's always next year!

Despite the sickness, I had a good holiday from work. I really like that our office is closed between Christmas and New Years. It gives everyone a bit of a break from insane deadlines, crazy interior designers and completely whacked out clients.

In other news, Nathan and I booked our plane tickets to France yesterday! Wheeeeee!!!!! I can't wait. We leave April 26th and come back on May 17th. We wanted to time it so we had the May long weekend to get over jet lag before we had to go back to work. On our list of things to see and do:

• Go all the way to the top of the Eiffel Tower
• the Louvre
• Tour of Notre Dame Cathedral
• Parc Asterix
• Normandy
• Mont St. Michel
• Marnay-sur-Seine
• Northern France to visit the area where Nathan's great grandma was from
• An antique arms dealer that Nathan wants to visit (I'm sure you can all guess what he's hoping to find!)

This is just what I can remember at the moment, but needless to say, we will be having a ton of fun for 3 weeks! In the meantime, I will be working some overtime to save up the extra hours we'll be away over and above my vacation time. Such a flexible company I work for.... =D

Also, in the spirit of the New Year, I have been thinking about resolutions. And having a hard time thinking of anything! Not that I'm saying I'm perfect, but I am quite happy with my life and the direction that it is going in. That being said, I have come up with a couple of things that I want to keep doing and/or elaborate on.

1. Continue to go to the gym 3 times a week. I will be getting a membership to the UofC this year, as I want to start swimming laps again, but still have the option of doing weight training or cardio.
2. Expand my search for a hobby. Everyone I know has at least one thing that they enjoy doing on their own time, and I've been having a problem finding one for myself. I tend to have really short lived hobbies. I will really like something for a couple of months and then lose all interest in it and start something else. I'm hoping gardening will turn out to be "the hobby" for me. I get really excited about pretty much every aspect right now, so hopefully I will have some successes and advances this year to keep my interest piqued.
3. Eat more fruit and vegetables. This is a perennial resolution for me. Eventually I might get my intake to where it should be...
4. Expand my book collection.... Okay, I guess that doesn't really count as a resolution, but if I put it in the list then I'm allowed, right?? =D

All the best to everyone in 2007!